"What a beautiful word!" Zhang Miaoer corners of the mouth had a smile at this time "but let mom and dad twenty years of marriage broke down … at that time I really hate my dad! Because I don’t know what it means to have an affair! Besides, he has been stationed abroad for ten years, and I can only see him once a year or two after I was three years old, but my mother is with me every day! So I wanted to avenge my mother. I bought medicine from the street. I wanted to kill my father! "
Xie Cunguan heard a chill rising from his heart, and the little girl was so strong.
"I’m afraid a pack of medicine won’t die. He’s so big because you want to consume it, but dad is so tall and strong! So I bought five packs. I was afraid that the medicine smell was too obvious. I put the medicine in his teacup … "Zhang Miaoer looked up at Xie Cun Road." Now you know how stupid I am! Five packs of rat poison have made the tea look like porridge in the teacup … Dad, you can see it at a glance! What a big deal! Someone poisoned the regimental soldiers. At that time, the military area command was alarmed! "
Zhang Miaoer bowed his head at this moment. "The whole family was shocked and frightened at that time. I ran away from home with a small bag on my back. I’m going to find my mother! My mother’s home is in Weihai, Shandong Province, so I took a bus to Weihai, Shandong Province, but Weihai is so big that I didn’t know where to find her, so I wandered there for more than a month and always dreamed of meeting her one day! Later, when the food in the bag was finished and the lucky money was spent, I didn’t touch my mother! " At this moment, Zhang Miaoer lifted his head and looked at Xie Cunguan again. "I’m so hungry! I was so hungry that day, but I didn’t look like a waif at all. Do you believe it? "
"Although I have to sleep in the park or other places every day, I went to take a three-piece suit. I wore a fixed set when I slept and the other two sets changed during the day, because I thought that if I were like a normal child, the bad guys would not hit me with my parents around! I was wandering for a month and my clothes were still clean … but I was really hungry that day. I saw some people looking for food in the garbage can. I also wanted to look for it, but I was embarrassed to wear it so clean … So I waited until it was getting dark to find something to eat in the garbage can in a quiet alley, but I didn’t know … I really didn’t know. "Zhang Miaoer consciously repeated this sentence.
"I didn’t know that lane was a famous village in Weihai. There were many bad women who used drugs and sold sex. I wanted to find something to eat. When I was rummaging through a garbage bin, I suddenly felt a pain in my hand and pulled it out. It was a plastic bag with a needle sticking out of it and pricked my hand! I was afraid of infection, and I deliberately squeezed out the dirty blood from the punctured place … but no! No, I was still infected with the virus … but I didn’t know it at that time! "
"At this time, a good-natured mother-in-law happened to throw garbage. She saw me and my hands were full of dirt, so she took me home and told me to wash my hands and give me food and drink!" Zhang Miaoer’s tears danced. "I lived in my mother-in-law’s house for five days, and suddenly the army came to the door. It turned out that my mother-in-law didn’t think I was like those street children and spoke Beijing dialect. She asked me something by innuendo and called Beijing! Although my mother-in-law has no education, she is very clever. She called Beijing 11 and then asked a police station to report my situation to the police station. "
"At that time, the old man was angry at home and was looking for my mother-in-law everywhere. As soon as she said the situation, she reported it, so even people came to pick me up. They also brought a bonus to her mother-in-law, but my mother-in-law didn’t want to leave. I saw her eyes full of disappointment! I know she can’t bear to part with my mother-in-law, who is a lonely old woman … I cried and told her that I would definitely visit her! My mother-in-law gave me a small bag to carry back to my body, which was full of local snacks to eat and drink … "Zhang Miaoer’s eyes showed a trace of attachment.
"Home nature is an uproar. You want a daughter to kill her father! The whole family, big and small, see me as a little crazy! There is an old man who says I am a responsible child! But anyway, as you can imagine, our relationship between father and daughter has been estranged since then … but this time it’s just estrangement! It was not until later … later … "Zhang Miaoer repeated that tears had been flowing to her cheeks before saying," At the end of the senior high school entrance examination, my blood was HIV-positive, and we were completely broken! I will never forget it! "
Zhang Miaoer’s face showed a refusal. "He rushed into my room that day and gave me a slap in the face. He called me a bitch like my mother! I didn’t want to see him again, so I moved out of my house. I moved out of my house in my freshman year and lived here! This hospital was left to me by my mother … In fact, my mother is also a woman from a big family! I didn’t know it was actually that my card was credited with more than one million yuan the next day when my mother left home, and it should have been over ten million now … "When talking about my mother, Zhang Miaoer’s eyes showed a gentle look." I know that although she has never been with me, she has always been concerned about me! "
"now you know my story!" Zhang Miaoer finally looked up "isn’t it tragic and strange! Is it very dramatic … does it make you feel sorry for me again! "
At some point, her voice sank. "Do you know that you have gone too far! I’m done with you, and you want to mess with me! Do you know how hard it is for me not to come to you? You see, I’ve lost so much weight … Do you know? You have to mess with me … you have to mess with me! " She finally began to cry again.
Xie Cunguan was more than I could bear. He suddenly put his arm around her.
"What are you doing!" Zhang Miaoer immediately hugged himself with one hand and pushed him away with the other. "You are quick to let me go!"
"I won’t let you go, I won’t let you go again!" Xie Cun’s official voice also choked up. "I will never let you go again!"
"You will be infected!" Zhang Miaoer shrank back desperately.
"Hugs will not be infected!" Xie Cunguan didn’t want to force her to ring her on the wall behind her.
"I have read the information, and there is a chance of infection …" Zhang Miaoer’s face showed a weak expression at this moment. Obviously, she was deeply ambivalent about Xie Cun’s official feelings.
"If it’s all infected, let me be infected!" Xie Cunguan gently and firmly tunnel "fate wants us to be lovers with the same life, and we will be ready!" But I will never let you go again! From today on, you are my girlfriend. Nobody loves you. I do! Nobody loves you. I do! Didn’t you lose weight? I can cook, and I will definitely feed you so fat that people will think of Yang Guifei when they see you! "
"Are you sick?" Zhang Miaoer looked at him warily. "There are so many good women in the world who you don’t love, but you just love me. You can’t walk with you. Are you sick with AIDS?"
Xie Cunguan didn’t speak, and he didn’t know whether the surging emotion in his heart was love or sympathy! But then he decided to give his feelings to the girl who lost a pound.
"You know what? There is a song how to sing … "Xie Cunguan looked at Zhang Miaoer with serious eyes" because she gave her a look in the crowd! Love has no reason. If you don’t love me and refuse me, I can accept it! But you love me, but you don’t accept me because you are sick. I don’t accept it! I was tempted when we walked to the lake that day and you washed away the makeup! "
"Deception!" Zhang Miaoer couldn’t help saying, "At that time, I was so arrogant and not cute at all!"
"All right, all right!" Xie Cunguan frowned. "Even if it wasn’t at that time, I liked it at that time. I was tempted when you squatted on Xiaoqing Street and cried!"
"Deception again!" Zhang Miaoer eyes DengYuan "I cry so ugly you when I don’t know? Makeup is most afraid of crying! "
"All right, all right!" Xie Cunguan was upset. "I loved you when we went to Houhai together that night. You were like this at that time …" Xie Cunguan said, clasping his hands behind his back and holding up his chest. "At that time, the lake wind blew on you, and your wide clothes and hair were very angelic in the wind …"
"Are you kidding?" Zhang Miaoer’s eyes showed doubts. "Have I ever been like this?"
"Really, I also guessed how big the little girl’s breasts were. Is it A or B?" Xie Cunguan quickly proved that he was not outspoken.
"is it a or b?" Zhang Miaoer was angry. "Am I that small?"
"Do you see for yourself?" Xie Cun officer took aim at her and held her chest.
"It’s a little smaller now. Isn’t this a recent weight loss?" Zhang Miao son took a glance at his guilty tunnel
(the first chapter has already been written, and I am afraid of being scolded. I will send it together when the second chapter is finished! Now readers can’t be taunted! I can’t afford to be hurt now! Recommend the ticket to some point. It hurts to write Miao Er! )
Chapter VII Living together
Drumming drums and horseshoe disease people come and go to fight.
Xie Cunguan urged the horse to gallop, and the figure shuttled around and killed, echoing the ear. Suddenly, a rider rushed over, and the horse warrior leaped like a god, giving a roar. People borrowed their knives and horses to hang their heads and split their shoulders obliquely.
Xie Cunguan was caught off guard and tried to dodge backwards, but he couldn’t show up.
A pike suddenly appeared like a snake spitting letters, and a throughput flashed on the neck side of the famous officer.
Blood splashes. The body of the galloping warrior of the longitudinal horse was suddenly shot and fell. Ma Xie, an official, turned to look and saved his life. The guy was holding a gun and reined in to show him a smiling face. The dimple loomed.
Suddenly, a long arrow went through the neck armor and shot into the side of the man’s neck with a heart-pounding whistling sound.
The gun was pulled upside down in Xie Cun’s official horse. At the moment when the horse ran, Xie Cun’s official saw that the person who saved his life was screaming with his mouth open, but there was no sound.
"Let’s go-"This is Xie Cunguan’s understanding of that mouth shape.
That face is Dai Ruoxi!
"If the evening! If the evening-"Xie inch officer shouted body a violent shock wake up covered in sweat.
It turned out to be a dream of Nanke!
"Cherish the person who has dimples. Maybe he (she) is your former lover and comes to you with the memory of your previous life …" This passage suddenly appeared in Xie Cunguan’s mind, and he couldn’t help crying.
The light suddenly lights up, and Xie Cunguan can’t help but stretch out his hand to cover his eyes, which blocks the light and tears.
"What’s the matter? What’s wrong with you? " A small greeting came from the side. When Xie Cunguan looked up, he saw Zhang Miaoer’s thin body hanging wide pajamas on the bed with concern. Obviously, his dream woke her up.
Cold in the spring, Xie Cunguan got up and surrounded her with a dress. "Nothing had a dream!" " Xie Cunguan sent her to her own bedside for fear that she would catch cold.
"Nightmare again?" Zhang Miaoer asked lightly
"Not a nightmare …" Xie Cunguan gently comforted her that he could not talk about this dream in front of her.
It’s been two weeks since I broke up with Dai Ruoxi. Xie Cunguan can’t remember how many times she had this dream. It’s strange that it’s always the same scene. Is she-Ruoxi really her former lover?
Soothed a full face of worry, Zhang Miaoer Xie Cunguan returned to his bed and lay down. His mind once again clearly saw the moment when he broke up with Dai Ruoxi! Dai Ruoxi had a meal as usual that day and put it in front of him, but he didn’t eat. He sat there motionless and watched Dai Ruoxi busy putting bowls and chopsticks.
"Let’s break up!" He didn’t know how he said this sentence at that time.
"What?" Hands suddenly stopped, sparkling eyes looked full of doubts.
"Let’s break up!" Xie Cunguan added that he was afraid that he would retreat in that sparkling eyes if he delayed another moment.
"What?" A little shocked and puzzled.
There were no tears in Zhang Miaoer’s eyes at this time, and there was a feeling of deep loneliness. "Sure enough, I haven’t seen my mother since the next day! Later, I heard from my uncle and aunt in the compound that my mother was jealous when my father was stationed outside … "
